Post by Cameron Thorn on Aug 26, 2013 20:40:27 GMT
A sunny day, that was what made Cameron decide easily that she wanted to come here to the park today and do some simple exercises there, before probably relaxing and simply listening to some music and/or reading, she even hadn't thought that far ahead. That was progress in her opinion, before since she had gotten back she had constnatly been asking herself how and what to do, and of course when, but the gym had probably helped get some of the adrenaline out of her for now and that damn vampire rush, or however she'd continue calling it. She had thought about going to Buena Vista park and enjoying the view while doing this, but eventually decided to come here instead, for some reason it had just seemed better.
Cam had sent Serah a text message though, inviting her to come over and find her in the park if she had time and wanted to, but she hadn't checked yet for a reply, so she wasn't sure if she even got the message et and if she was going to come by here or not. It would be fun though, at least a place like this, on a sunny hot day like today, there was less of a chance for running into demons again than the last re-bonding attempt between sisters they had, and it was stills omething Cameron wanted, getting back closer with her sister again. They might be fire and ice personality wise sometimes, and that way clashing too, but Cameron was convinced that would have been the same even if they hadn't been magical and everything. It also showed that they cared, and Cameron cared a lot, about her whole family and siblings, but sometimes she could just get along best with Serah in all honesty, even when it didn't seem that way from time to time.
She was glad she had charged her cellphone before coming here though, since the music helped a lot too, especially for her since she kind of miexed all the most calming aspects for her of the martial arts she had learned, and even some yoga and dancing, to calm herself down in this way. She had only thought about it after the thing in the gym and meeting Katrina, which in hindsight had been a little awkward with how it started, but she thought she had calmed herself down, with help from her of course, in time to get a bit of a better follow-up conversation. And that it had brought her to take half a night off from sleep to write all this down for her to remember and try to work on regularly, next to still going to the gym, yet hopefully differently. And for now, for pretty much a 'beta' test, it was going pretty well, but no way was she going to jynx herself by saying it out loud or actually thinking it too much.
Cameron turned up the volume a bit again of her cellphone since about fifteen minutes before the damn earbuds decided to be broken again, which happened to her more often than she thought it should, but that could also be because it just annoyed her a lot. She didn't really know if anyone had a problem with it, she knew she was a bit off the more public areas, but no area that yelled: 'Oh I'm alone, could a demon or some other evil spawn please attack me?' as long as she coudl help it. She was still learning quite a bit, but that was one she was quite sure about. When the music suddenly stopped, she stopped herself in the middle of moving slowly into another position and stood normally again as she grabbed her phone off the ground and looked at it. "Oh no, come on, you can't seriously be conspiring against me with those damn earphones you stupid thing!' She said a bit louder than she had initially intended, but when she threw her phone away randomly, it was an action that she hadn't really fully committed to if it was a smart idea or not yet. But still, at least she had that cheap thing for over two years or something now, so perhaps it was a more obvious sign from above for once, even if it was about needing a new phone. "Great, that's totally not a mood killer or something." She said to herself as she couldn't help herself but making that annoyed comment all by herself, which she thought she was, but distracted her higher senses could let her down as they still seemed to be developing more, even if it was weird if someone saw or heard her talking to herself.